I am quitting caffeine
Every morning at about 7:30 or so, I stumble--bleary-eyed and yawning--down to the break room at work. There, on its shiny silver pedestal, is the object of my affection: the coffee pot. I tear open a packet of Starbucks Breakfast Blend, and take in the wonderful aroma. The smell alone is worth the trip.
Impatiently, I prepare the coffee and press brew. Like some kind of psychopath, I sit there and watch as the coffee starts to drip into the pot: drip......drip...drip..drip...
...Done! I pour a cup, and just like Pavlov's dogs, I practically start salivating. Worse yet, the neurons in my brain start firing double time before I even drink it. My heart rates increases as I mix it with creamer and three packets of sugar. I take one sip--the hot, caffeine-laced beverage surges through my veins like liquid electricity, and quickly makes its way to my brain. Within seconds a switch deep inside my head is flipped, and I am awake. Better still, I am now ready for my day.
I guess the opposite is also true: without that morning cup, I am not ready for my day. How sad & pathetic!
If you had asked me a while ago if I was addicted to caffeine, I would have said "No way!"
Then I tried to quit.
Within hours after calling it off, the signs of withdrawal set in: Headaches. Nausea. Flu-like symptoms. Irritability. Exhaustion. Difficulty concentrating.
Within 48 hours, I was back on caffeine.
But enough is enough. While it may sound weird, I guess this makes me a drug addict. If caffeine has that much power over my body, that is a problem. A big problem. Which is why, as of March 26, 2007, I am quitting caffeine. I am standing on two scriptures:
If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed (John 8:36).
Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse
ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting
holiness in the fear of God (2 Cor. 7:1).
It's not going to be easy. If the last time I tried to quit was any indicator, it might downright stink at times. But nothing should have that kind of power over my life, so here goes! I am going caffeine free as of today! I am getting a headache just thinking about it, but I know God has delivered people from way worse stuff than this, and I know he can deliver me from a caffeine addiction.
I'll keep posting my progress in this blog. 