Hello again everyone.  I will start my prayer request by saying I am sure that the Holy Spirit has helped me get to the root of my problems over the years, since I first became a Christian in 1984 at the age of 20.  I realize and accept I have been double minded over the years, and I also realize and accept when problems would come into my life, I would run to contact Robert Tilton and make a vow, or some other Minister or Ministry,  and I should have been turning to Jesus first and foremost all of those times. I also know the Holy Spirit has showed me the devil has used unsaved family and friends I had to get me out of Gods blessings and miracles in my life, I have been too far astray from God countless times because I was not staying in His Word and praying enough, and I was too gullible, including with some Christian people who are into being too controlling and it was like they were the final authority, they had to have been sent from God to help me, as one of them told me once he was sent to help me by the Holy Spirit, however, that was proven to be not true, because nowhere in the Bible does it teach that myself or anyone else has to have an exorcism and have demons removed from our lives before we can find freedom in Jesus. I also was foolish to believe a former Pastor who said the more money we give at church and more time we spend volunteering there, the more we will receive financial and other blessings from God. I could go on and on here, however, I will get to my prayer request now. It bothers me I have had so many troubles with my finances over the years, and have never been able to have enough money to live on my own and not have the financial struggles I have had over time. At this present time, I am still in credit card debt, and the struts on my car are kind of bad, but not bad to where the car is no longer driveable, and the alignment needs to possibly be fixed, but still, nothing of extreme importance, I got the work done on the car that needed to be done most already, the brakes and transmission pipe and hose replaced, and some other electrical work on it, mainly new wires and some fuses, and I got the door hinge fixed. I would love to be able to buy a new car, but do not have enough money for that now. I also have lost jobs over the years, because I was too much with a bad attitude. Now, what I am certain the Holy Spirit revealed to me today is that I have been double minded too much, and also have had a hardened heart too much, and have not been a good steward with my finances, and God has not blessed me many times because of my sinful behavior in all of that. However, I know for certain God is the God of Second Chances, and He can and will help me. He has blessed me at times in my finances. Will you please pray I will not be discouraged at all about any of this, that I will completely let go of this from my past and give it all to Jesus, and also, pray that God will bless me with finances now. I also realize living at home with my unsaved mom and brother has hindered me some over time. I will close by saying I know that I have been out of Gods will, and suffered alot due to my bad choices, and have been very deluded over time. However, that does not change at all the love of God for me, and I need to cling to Him and not listen to the devil at all. May all of this be resolved as I surrender all of this to God.  Thanks, God bless all of you!!!   John_S